Should I go back to Egypt?

I lived there for three years and it was amazing. I recently came back for college and for winter break, my father said I can go anywhere around the world. WHERE SHOULD I GO? My sister is getting her Masters in China so maybe I can stay at her apartment? Or should I just go back to Egypt to Party (they have the best parties there). The us is utterly super BORING and the people are so god damn cold. I hate it here now but its a great place to raise a family and receive an education. Should I just travel to a random country to visit by myself? Im a 19 male. and don't worry about the rioting. Its gone. ...almost.

What am I? Gay? Bisexual? Straight? Curious?

Before you label me Gay, let me tell you a little something about myself. I don’t find cute men attractive, I don’t find pretty men attractive, I don’t find gay men attractive. I don’t find long hair men attractive. I find straight handsome men attractive, somebody who’s in their late 30’s to early 40’s looks like a father figure and respect ladies. Some of these handsome men I can think of are George Clooney, Bruce Willis, Greg Kinnear, Hugh Laurie, Jason Statham, Linden Ashby, and Matthew Perry in 2004 from friends. This all started when I was in middle school, specifically the 6th grade. I had a white male teacher who was handsome, and he has a wife. His wife was pretty and during class, I would imagined the handsome teacher having sex with his wife and her giving him oral while he finishes her off. Up until now, I’m 23 years old, I still have these thoughts and feelings. The thing is, I never dream or had thought about having sex with a man. I never even wanna date a man. I always like women. I don’t know if this is a sign of being gay or is just simple “fetish.” I am very confused about my sexual orientation because I can get really turned on by a handsome man more than a pretty woman. Usually when I see a straight handsome man, I would lust about him having sex with a really attractive woman. “But if I find out that man is gay then the fantasy stops.” Am I weird? Would I be labeled as bisexual? Someday, I’m pretty sure I’m going to be marrying a woman when I’m older.

Who are the people spoken of in 2 Peter: 2: 12-15.?

12 reads, But these, as natural brute beasts, made to be taken & destroyed, speak evil of the things that they understand not ; & shall utterly perish in their own corruption.

Help, I really need some advice...?

I am struggling. My entire life I have dealt with symptoms of OCD and ADD. Sometimes I can handle it fine, and sometimes it is overwhelming. My mom told me that she believes I have both, but she refuses to take me to a doctor and be diagnosed. She says she doesn't want to change who I am, but who I am is bothering me. I can barely pay attention to a conversation. Every couple of years I have a few months of hearing things and seeing things that aren't there. At first I thought they were ghosts, but now I'm pretty sure I am just going nuts!! I told my mom and she just denied it and wouldn't talk about it. The doctors spent months taking tests because they found something on a MRI. After months of testing, they just guessed that it was scar tissue. Gah, I keep getting confused and disoriented and I feel like it is just getting worse. Some days I'm fine, and other days are awful. Sometimes I will go from ecstatically happy and hyper to suicidal within a week's time. I also get these days where I just feel so aware of EVERYTHING. Light feels brighter, sounds feel louder, everything that isn't straight stands out, every light and tiny distraction takes my focus. I keep asking for help, but she won't listen. My therapist thought I was bipolar, but once my mom got angry about it, my therapist yelled at ME. I need someone understanding who will just get me through this because the people in my life are ignoring me or making it worse. Please, someone tell me I am not alone and I am not going crazy.

First love ... why does it still hurt so much?

Let him go. He probably stopped texting because he's realized that he can't live that life that is made up in your heads. You broke up. you've moved on. Whatever the reasons for breaking up, they were there. Underneath the surface reasons ,there are hidden reasons in the back of your mind that you won't admit or face. Truths that you don't want to be real. But the truth here is that you've both moved on and its time to face the music. Don't let the past interfere with ur beautiful future. You will always love him, at least part of you will, and that is something you will have to live with. You have to accept this, and accept that what you had is gone, and can never be again. It's a loss of innocence in way. Take a deep breath, and delete his number. If he calls/texts or messages you, send him one thing saying you are moving on with you're life, and although he is a good memory, that is how you want it to remain. Tell him you have found other things in this world that make you happy and you want to embrace them, and that you'd appreciate it if he wouldn't contact you anymore. Best of luck.

Dog was fine one day and died the next?

he went to bed fine woke up the next morning he was wobbly disoriented eyes glazed over weak 4 hours later he died what happened

Could this have been a seizure?

i never experienced anything like before a seizure but everybody is different. i get a wierd feeling in my head and my eyes tighten up. if you experience that again see a neurologist.