First love ... why does it still hurt so much?

Oh my gourd! Do you know how many times people wished to get a second chance to see there first love again but cant. I think this was fate bringing you together I really do and I wish you wouldn't sit there and think about it but ask him" what does he want"? I think once you ask him and he tells you what you want to hear that's your confirmation to figure out what to do.Please don't wait any longer just ask him?