I can't find who I am, what suits me! A way to live.?

This is a hard question. It is hard to know if you have some form of ADD or Asperger's syndrome, or you just haven't found your passion yet. Maybe you should print what you wrote and take it to a medical doctor so you can rule out something medical. I think some people have one passion, one thing that they are great at, and others have several passions. There is no law that says you have to be great at just one thing. You can be a great auto mechanic, and spend the weekend fishing. There is no reason you can't do all your passions. You could make music and produce it with your computers,, you could live in the country and hunt and fish and then take vacations in the winter months to go snowboarding. There is no law that says you have to have just one passion. Choose things to do, if you don't like them, scratch them off your list. Sometimes we don't see what we are great at, other people notice right away what it is. Ask your friends, family, teachers, what they thought you would do in life. You might see a pattern there. Go to college, get a degree, any degree, change majors if you have to. My nieces and nephews have degrees, none of them work in the fields they have degrees in. You really might consider joining the military, or consider a career as a forrest ranger, they use computers these days. You don't have to sacrifice other things in life to chase your dreams. Maybe someone told you that, but it isn't true. I had several careers and still trained dogs. Chase your own dreams.